What is my truth?
What are all the lies?
Where will I go when there's nothing at all?
Beneath me, around me, please surround me.
Shivering chest by a firm hold.
I'll be here til' the end.
I'll stand here when you want me.

Constant battles between the walls of my heart.
One smile. One look. Take everything out of me.
Make this thing work, for once, I beg you.
Fuck it up, toss it out, tear it apart.
Just show me a god damn smile.

To tierd to feel lonely
To lonely to feel loved
To loved to be helpless